When I accepted I had depression, one of my first worries was taking medication.
At the time, what I knew about medication for mental illness was very restricted.
I thought all these medicines were extremely aggressive and would cause me all sorts of collateral effects. On top of that, there was the risk of addiction.
Well, I did the same as what many patients do nowadays: I googled it. And most important, I learnt my fluoxetine from my sertraline.
Mental illness medication today has improved a lot. There are many options, specially for depression.
I took 1 fluoxetine pill per day for three years.
It is also known by the trade name of Prozac and I believe it was the right choice for my kind of depression. Still there are other options, stronger ones.
What I think it’s important to understand is that if you feel that certain pill is not right for you, if it’s causing you too much discomfort and or not helping at all, you NEED to let your doctor know, you both need to discuss and maybe try other options, until you find the right one. The right medication is the first step to get your life back.
Although my doctor told me it would take a few weeks to kick in, I started feeling better straight away.
The first two weeks I was still spending most of the time lying on the sofa, watching movies. But I was feeling good about it! I wasn’t crying and I wasn’t sleeping halfway the movie. I was watching it and enjoying it.
That small but enjoyable feeling was the spark that brought me back to life.